bored x.x

1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? No... Im married.

2.When did your last hug take place? on a naval base when i took tom to work.

3.Are you a jealous person?  I can be, more so than I'd like to be

4.Are you tired right now? Yes

5.Do you chew on your straws? Yes

6.Have you ever been called a tease? A few times. xD

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? Yep

8.Do you cry easily? Depends.

9.What should you be doing right now? Nothing that i know of

10.Are you a heavy sleeper? Kinda depends

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? I know I can

12.Are you mad at someone right now? Not really

13.Do you believe in love? Ayup

14.What makes you laugh no matter what? .... being tickled.... o.o

15.Who was the last person you talked to? On the phone? Tom. Text? Tom and rachael.

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like? Yeah

17.Will you get married? Already am

18.When was the last time you smiled? Earlier.

19.Does anyone like you? Yep

20.Do you secretly like someone? Nope. Kinda not a secret when you marry them

21.Who was the first person you talked to today? Tom

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Tom and Rachael

23.What are you NOT looking forward to? Alot of things atm...

24.What ARE you looking forward to? Time with tom... If i ever get it.

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? Ayup

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? Nothing

7.Do you plan on moving out within the next year? Yes.

28.Are you a forgiving person? Depends on how/who was wronged/hurt...

29.How many TRUE friends do you have? Ummm 4... Maybe...

30.Do you fall for people easily? Nope

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? Nope

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? Kfc XD

33.Who was the last person you drove with? Tom

34.How late did you stay up last night and why? 000 i think... and it was so i could spend time with my hubby.

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you? There are several places I loved to move to, but as of right now, I'm content where I am.

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of? Tom

37.Can you live a day without TV? Do it all the time

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? Umm... This whole week...

39.Three names you go by? Marti, llama, and Sage.

40.Are you currently in a relationship? Married

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie? Moulin Rouge

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? Meh, I'd like to think so, but it's a farfetched idea.

43.What’s your current problem? Money, not having my husband home .

44.Have you ever had your heart broken? Yep

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships? Depends... Ive been through boot and navy school with my husband but we knew we would see eachother again soon...

46.How many kids do you want to have? 3.

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? Yep


Are they too lazy to write 3 more?? Wtf?!

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Do you regret anything you’ve done so far in 2012?

-  not really

In your phone’s contacts, who is the first person stored under the letter ‘T’?

- Tiff

How about the letter ‘H’?

- Holly

How long did it take you to get over the last person you fell for?

- I married him...

Who do you text the most?

- Rachael and Tom

The person you like calls you right now, what’s the first thing you say?

- Hey baby whats up?

Do you like snow?

- Meh, don't hate it... but I could easily live without it

Who was the last person you missed a call from?

- mum

Do you like it when someone runs their fingers through your hair?

- I love it

Would you kiss the last person that texted you?

- >.> i have... Many times...

How long have you known the last person of the opposite sex that you texted?

- 4.5 years

The last time you hung out with close friends, what did you do?

- deffine close.

What type of chocolate did you eat last?

- ummm... I dont remember...

Has the person you like ever seen you without your make-up on?

- every day

Who was the last person to make you blush?

- i dont rememeber

Has the last person you text messaged met your family?

- id hope so since hes my husband.

What was the last thing the person you like said to you?

- "ummmm idk"

Have you forgotten anyone’s birthday recently?

- yep

The last person you kissed, have you met their family?

- again, hes my husband, so yes.

What do you miss most about your childhood?

- Lack of care and purpose and responsibility.

Are you willing to make the first move, if the person you like is too shy?

- yea, but way too shy for it to work.

What do you have in your pockets?

- change and a zipo

How many of your friends do you 100% trust?

- One.. Maybe two.

Where is the person you have feelings for at this moment?

- At work... And idk the next time ill gey ti fucking see him.

Have you lost contact with anyone that you wish you hadn’t?

- only 1

What’s the easiest way that someone can tell if you’re upset?

- I go quiet... Or I cuddle depending on what's wrong....

What was the last magazine you bought?

- ummm... I think it was cosmo...

Has a close friend ever seriously hurt you?

- not that i rememember.

What was the last thing you felt stressed out about?

- currently stressed as we speak... My familys health, my husbands worl schedule...

How did you meet the last person who Facebook messaged you?

- Rachael, h.s.

Has the last person that texted you, ever been to your house?

- once. But im texting two people so only once for one, and the other lives with me.

Why aren’t you texting the person you like?

- I kinda am...

How many people would you say you’ve had strong feelings for?

- Only 2. One never happened and im thankful for that.

Do you listen to your friends if they say a guy or girl isn’t right for you?

- nope.

How many people of the opposite sex have made you cry?

- Depends on the reason.

Did you like what you saw when you looked in the mirror this morning?

- could. Be better... Could be worse

Has anyone pissed you off recently?

- yep.

How many people of the opposite sex have told you they loved you?

- 2

Does the person you like have any celebrity crushes?

- Yeah

What was the first CD you ever owned?

- Fuck... I dont know... Im gonna say kiss...

What subjects do you/did you get the best grades in?

- History, Science and English

What colour are the eyes of the person you have feelings for?

- Brown.

Could you date someone with longer hair than yourself?

- yea.

Do you know any guys who wear make-up or nail varnish?

- yep.

Who was the last person you talked to whose name started with a letter ‘J’?

- Jess

What was the last thing a friend borrowed from you?

- Movies

Are there any ways in which you’re massively different now, compared to when you were younger?

- I have a bigger mouth, and i care less what people think...

What is something you really want right now?

- for my husband to be home...

Yay...Survey!!

1. Is there someone you would like to be with at this moment? Why aren’t you with them?

- Duh, and because hes on duty. I dont get to see him till tomorrow.

If you were going to make a sandwich now, what would you put on it?

- Emm... bacon.... Ham, cheese, tomatoe, and mayo...

3. What’s your relationship with the last person you talked to on the phone?

- Talked to on the phone? She's my mummy... Texted? She's my sister

4. Is there a friend you haven’t seen or spoken to in a while? Why haven’t you seen or spoken to them?

- Yeah, there are many. Moving does that.

5. Do you ignore people when you’re annoyed or upset?

- Yea.. I do...

6. Is there anything worrying you atm? Would you like to talk about it?

- There are many things, money, family health, friends well being.... What is there to talk about?

7. Is there anyone that you know definitely doesn’t like you? Does that bother you?

- Yep, i couldnt care less.

8. Can you remember the last time you felt angry or upset? What was the reason?

- My husbands work schedule.

9. Who were the last three people you talked to before going to bed last night?

- Rachael, Tom, and Betty

10. Are you wearing nail varnish? Is it chipped?

- Nope, and no

11. Tell me about the last conversation you had with a friend of the same sex. Who did you talk to, and what did you talk about?

- It was with Rachael, about family/stress.

12. Now tell me about the last conversation you had with a friend of the opposite sex.

- With a male friend? Hmmm.... -tilts head thinking- i think it was about snow...

13. You’re trying to end a conversation, but the other person doesn’t seem to want to stop talking. What do you do?

- Usually just sit quietly and wait, or if I genuinely need to leave I’d just be like sorry but I have to go.

14. Have you ever told anyone that you wished you’d never met them? Did you mean it?

- No. But if i did, yes i would mean it.

15. Who is the most intelligent person you know?

- I know many intelligent people, I'm not just going to pick one.

16. Would you say your name is a ‘common’ name? Do you know lots of other people with your name?

- pfffttthahahaha! I only know of one person with my name! And thats the woman im named after.

17. Have you ever really liked a song to begin with, but then you listened to it so much that you got bored of it?

- Yeah, I do that often.

18. If a boyfriend/girlfriend was clingy, would that be a problem for you?

- No,  I’m usualy the clingy one it’d be a nice change and at least you know they cared.

19. If you saw your last ex holding hands with someone else, would it bother you?

- Nope

20. Who was the last person you talked to, whose name started with a letter M? Do you know what colour that person’s eyes are?

- Rachael, I believe they're brown...

21. You have a lot on your mind and really need to talk. Who would you go to?

- Rachael, Tom, or Toni. Ussually the first two.

22. Which day did you prefer, yesterday, or today? Why?

- Yesterday. I got to spend a good chunk of time with Tom and our son. And todays a duty day v.v

23. Who is the person that has hurt you the most? How has that person affected you?

- can i go in general and say my family?

4. Have you talked in your sleep before?

- I think so...

25. Is there a letter that occurs in your name more than once?

- A

26. If you could design your perfect partner, what would he/she look like? And what kind of personality would he/she have?

- my husband. XD

27. Think about the first person you had a relationship with. Do you believe that person loved you?

- No, I think he was just in lust with me.

28. Who is the first person who comes to mind that you dislike. Why? How often do you see/speak to that person?

- There's a lot...

29. For numbers 1 to 5, list the names of the last 5 people that texted you. For numbers 6 to 10, list the names of the last 5 people you talked online with.

Tom
Rachael
Angela
Jenni
Tom (my father in law.)
Aggy (Artie)
Rhai (jess)
Loki
Kas
Kenny

30. Who is 8 going out with? What do you think of that person?

- I dont know, and cant say, never met her.

31. Does 5 live within walking distance?

- pfft. No

32. What is 2’s ex called?

- I call him a peice of shit...

33. What is 7’s favourite food?

- Not clue

34. What is 6’s mother called?

- I call her Mum, but her names Becky

35. How many boyfriends/girlfriends has 3 had?

- I have no clue

36. Is 9 attractive?

- Most would say he is, but his personality makes him ugly as hell.

37. What kind of music does 1 listen to?

- lil bit of everything. Hates country though.

38. What colour is 10’s hair?

- brown i think...

39. What is 4’s favourite colour?

- ummm i think purple.

40. Have you ever hugged 3?

- A few times

41. What if 1 told you he/she was going to be a mother/father?

- Ummm... I told HIM he was going to be a father XD

42. Have you ever got drunk with 2?

- No, but i need to XD we get in enough trouble sober I can only imagine drunk XD

43. Is 9 in a relationship?

- Nope

44. What is your earliest memory of 8?

- Rping with him on imvu.

45. What kind of men/women does 6 like?

- sweet, kind, caring...

46. Who has kissed the most people, you or 5?

- I’m going to say 5... Hes older...

47. Briefly describe your relationship with 10.

- umm, were friends, but not great friends...

48. Does 4 have any pets?

- no.

49. How long have you known 7?

- Ummm... A few years... Idk...

50. To finish, say something about each each of them.

Tom- Gods, what do I say about this man? Hes sweet, loving, carring, handsome, just down right amazing. Hes moved away from his family just to be able to give our son and I a good life. I couldn't ask for a better to love me. He is my best friend and one of the few people I would be lost without.

Rachael- oh goddess, what do I say about this woman? She is my best female friend, my sister, my twin. How I went 4 years without talking to her I'll never know. She is one of the most amazing women I know. Beautiful, intelligent, sweet and wears her heart on her sleeve. Any man would be lucky to call her his, and any woman would be lucky to call her a friend.

Angela- she's a nice girl, sweet and manages to put up with my goofy ass. Lol. She's a good friend of mine.

Jenni- this girl is like my second best female friend. (I've only got three the last two are hard to rate against each other. Lol) she's amazing and gives me the girl time I need every so often.

Tom- hes a good man, one of the hardest workers I know, a trait he passed on to his son. I thank him every day for giving me my Tom. Hes also one of the strongest men I know.

Aggy- see above.

Rhai(Jess)- she's a good friend but I dont talk to her often.

Loki- hes a total sweetheart, one of my best friends online. Hes always there when we need him and doesnt judge. He'll always try and cheer you up.

Kas-... Oh may the gods help me, this is going to get me in trouble... This boy is a worthless piece of shit who's self centered, self righteous, selfish, ignorant, close minded and a hypocrite! He'll flirt with anything that is female, and doesn't truly care who he hurts. If you dont give him all your attention you become the bad guy. He doesn't have the balls to tell others the shit he says about them behind their backs. You'll always find out through someone else. Hes not mature enough to even try to be civil for those he "cares" about. Hes too narcissistic to see his own faults.

Kenny- hes a good guy, has 2 kids boy and a girl, from what I've heard hes a good dad. Hes a sweet guy. Wish I talked to him more.

Rant... yes there will be alot of these also.

Ya know, I don't understand some people. How can you even have the balls to call yourself a mother when you push your kids off on other people all the time, obviously favour one of the others, and choose the man you're currently fucking over them. I would NEVER  knowing let a pedophile around my child let alone live with me. If anyone dared to harm my child they had better hope the cops get them before my husband or I do. I always thought there was a maternal instict ha! Many have proven me wrong on that! I also dont see people like that can get knocked up everytime they turn around but good people who would actually love and care for a kid cant. Its just not right. Then again I just dont understand how some people work I guess. My child, and my husband come first. Anyone who doesnt like it can kiss my Lilly white ass. People who get pregnant for the attention and then dont take care of their children... How? How can you do that? My child is 6months old and im still not comfortable with asking someone to take him over night. Call me over protective, but im not. To push your child off on someone for a weekend and not even call to see how they're doing? Gah! I swear, some people should not be allowed to procreate!

-sighs- well there's my rant for the day... Sure it won't be the last, people tend to piss me off alot with their stupidity.

random quiz... get use to it.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yep
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? No
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Tuesday
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Do it all the time, people find it weird ^.^
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? i dont know.... If they are theyre 4 years too late...
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Nope
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? ... A shirt...
8. How often do you listen to music? Every chance i get...
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? Already has.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Bith
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Yep
13. What about ‘R’? Yep
14. Can you drive a stick shift? Nope
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? I stoped caring if they did a while ago.
16. Are you going out of town soon? Nope
17. When was the last time you cried? Umm... A few weeks ago..  Maybe a month ago..
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yep. 
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? hell yea 
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? 2 actually. 
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. my husband not getting to spend time with our son  
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Sure ^^ 
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? >.> no
24. What are you sitting on right now? ...my bed.. o.o 
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? Yea
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Haven't we all? 
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Tom
28. Do you get a lot of colds? Nope
29. Is there a song you can't listen to anymore? There are a few that get to me... but not for a bad reason.
Does anyone hate you? Yep. 
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Nope 
32. Do you like watching scary movies? Yep
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? Yes, but i have horrible luck with piercings so im afraid to...
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? I wouldn't. Everything I've been through has made me who I am today. I regret none of those experiences. 
35. Did you have a dream last night? Ofc I did... question should be if I remember it or not. xD 
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Umm.. 10 mins ago..
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Id better still be martied in 5years
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Yes 
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Probably not... 
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Not really...
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yep
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? Nope
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yep
44. What’s the best part about school? Graduating
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Ofc I do... 
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? I use to.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Yep 
48. Were you single over the last summer? Nope
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Hahahaha not at all
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Nothing
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? O_O hell no! I love him with all my heart! 
52. Are you nice to everyone? nope, nor will I ever be
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Mhm
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Yesh, yesh I can. 
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Depends on who im hiding it from
56. Do you think you like someone? I do 
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? -shudders- yes o.e
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?  guys... I have like 4 female friends and theyre tom boys.
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? At least 2 have....
60. Do you hate anyone? Yep
61. How’s your heart? Great, swelling with love every day
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Who doesnt?
63. Have you ever cried over a guy? everytime he leaves
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? I can think of two people.
65. Are your toenails painted pink? Nope
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? Nope
67. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? Sure
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My dad and mum
70. How do you look right now? Like a mess... 
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? A few... Two for sure...
72. Can you commit to one person? Have be for four years, and will be for many more.
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yep
74. Have you ever felt replaced? Heh... yeah.
75. Did you wake up cranky? Meh
76. Are you a jealous person? Lil bit
77. Are relationships ever worth it? Some are.. The one im in is.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Does humanity in general count?
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? Ayup.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? nothing
81. Last person you cried in front of? My husband
82. Is there someone you will never forget? A few.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? Very much so... 
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Sleeping or playing with our son.
85. Are you over your past? Its the past. You can run from it or learn from it. 
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yep
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Two 
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? Nope
89. So, your ex just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Nope, I'd wanna know how the fuck they found out where i live.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yep
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? Yep
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? A lot.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? nope 
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Yes, and great
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Yep yep
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? She's beautiful ^.^
97. Who do you have texts from? Artie and Tom
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Ask him what about us then... Be hurt crushed and pissed...
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yep
100.What does your last text say? Who is it from? .... Its from my sissy Artie "Alrighty. Ttyt. *Hugs* lovey chu. Sweet dreams. X"


... You can stop reading now... There's nothing else.... -slowly backs away-

Greetings ^.^

Hello everyone. Im Martika, this is my first time blogging, I know behind the times lol. My post will probably be few and far between right now due to lack of internet and doing all this from my phone. There's not much to say other than I'm a 21 year old navy wife and mother of one. My lil boy will be 6 months old Thursday. I can thank sister Rachael for getting my interest in blogging. Im sure I'll put it to good use when im pissed. Word of warning, im married to a submariner and have a mouth just as bad as one. If you dont like -points to the X- there's the exit. Won't bother me none. I tend to be straight forward and speak by mind so im likely to offend moat if not all of you. Well... I guess that's it for now. Have a good one ^.^