Monday, December 31, 2012

>.> idk.


How are you?
im great ^.^

Are you really okay?
Yesh.

Do you enjoy being single?
>.> no, and im bit single.

Are you crushing on someone?
Yesh.

Do they like you back?
id hope so. Were married and have a kid together. Lol

If so, why are you not with them?
i am.

What’s their name?
Tom.

Do you think high-school relationships can last?
Yes.

Do you remember your first crush?
A kid named steven.

Have you ever been in love?
I am now.

Does anyone love you?
Yes.

Do you think there is a difference between love and lust?
Yes.

When will you next see the person you like?
when i walk in the house

How does it feel when your crush doesn’t like you back?
Hurts.

Is their anyone you couldn’t live without?
Yes.

Who is the last person you hugged?
My husband

Do you like this person?
Yes.

Who is the last person you slow-danced with?
my husband

Do you like this person?
Yes.

Do you think a marriage can last forever?
Yes.

Would you like to get married?
Already am

Do you get shy around guys/girls you are crushing on?
I use to.

Do you think you can know everything about a person?
No.

Do you love your friends?
Yes.

Have you dated anyone in your top friends?
Yes

Do you get along better with guys/girls?
Guya.

Is your perfect guy somewhere out there or just a fantasy?
Already found him.

Are you bored?
Yesh, tis why im doing this.

Who makes you happiest?
My husband and my son.

When was the last time you had butterfly’s?
Last night ^.^;

Do you think you will still be single in the next
3 months?
O.O i better not be. >.> and im not single now..

Have you ever asked anyone out?
No.

Have you ever been on a date?
Yes.

Kiss on first date?
sometimes.

What puts you off to the opposite sex?
overly cocky, unprotective/possesive. Too possesive.

What do you find attractive?
my husband.

Have any celebrity crushes?
Yep. Lol

Are you thinking about your crush now?
Yes.

Relationships and morals



I’m guessing you’ve probably been asked this before, but which do you prefer - Coca Cola, or Pepsi?
- both...
Do you think the last person you texted is a virgin? (You don’t have to tell us who the person is, just say yes or no.)
- I know she is.
Has your phone ever gone off in the middle of a class at school?
- yes.
What’s your relationship with the last person you talked to on the phone? What was your conversation about?
- My Artie. Just the norm... Seeing what shes up to telling her we got some new games.
Have you ever had feelings for 2 people at the same time?
+ If so, were you in a relationship with one of the 2 people?
++ And if so, did you feel guilty about it?
- not really.

Do you believe that leaving a significant other for someone else is ever a good idea?
- I can't really say... I wouldn't but I love my husband... But I do know someone who did and if she didnt idk if I would've met my husband...

Is it possible to ‘fix’ a ‘broken’ relationship?
- In some circumstances i think so.

Is there ever a ‘good’ excuse to cheat on someone?
- No, there is no excuse to cheat.

Do you think it’s foolish to forgive a cheater?
- if it's the first time they've ever cheated yes....

Would you ever throw out/give away something an ex gave you?
+ What would you do if the gift was something expensive?
- Depends, i dont think i would tbh, unless it was an awful break up and i wanted to completly forget about the guy, then i might. If its that expensive id sell it.

Can a person with a bad relationship history (history of cheating, using) possibly change for the right person?
- Yes, i think so, i think everyone can properly fall in love enough with a certain person to stop them from cheating.

Why do you think people believe in love at first sight?
- some idiots do... Then when they marry them 2 days later and are divorced in a year they realize it was just lust.

Do you think it’s ok for an eighteen year old to date someone in their early twenties?
- Sure.

What about a sixteen year old?
- meh... If they truly cared they'd wait tillthey were 18.

If you found someone seemingly perfect for you, but it turned out they had a child… would you still give the relationship a chance?
- ... I have a child, so yes.
Is it possible to ‘fall out of love’?
- Yeah.

Which do you consider ‘wrong’ out of the following?  Order them from MOST morally wrong to LEAST.
(s/o = significant other)
2-Physically/Emotionally abusing your s/o
1- Cheating on a s/o
3- Lying to your s/o
6- Steal from your s/o
8- Being dramatically older or younger than your s/o
5- Leaving your s/o for someone else?
4- Staying with your s/o because leaving them would hurt their feelings.
7- Using your s/o

Why do you think people choose to get married?
+ Would you get married for this reason?
- I got married because I love my husband and don't ever want to be with any one but him.

Why do you think people are against same-sex marriage?
+ What is your opinion?
- because being homosexual is considered a sin to most. But I believe they're wrong. Everyone has a right to happiness. Just because it's against your religion doesn't mean you have a right to take away someone else's freedom and rights.

Sunday, December 30, 2012

bored


In your phone’s contacts, who is the second person listed under the letter ‘R’? What is that person’s favourite drink?
- Rashell, no clue.
Do you miss anyone? If so, tell me about this person you miss.
- Yes. my husband, hes an amazing man. Best I've ever met. I'd be lost without him.
the last person you texted, ever been in your  bedroom?
- yes. ^_~ love ya artie. Lol
The last time you washed your hair, did you use conditioner?
- Yes.
Do you prefer light or dark jeans?
- Dont matter.
Do you have an item of clothing that reminds you of someone? Tell me about it, and the person it reminds you of.
- Yes, a few things, all remind me of my husband.
the last girl you texted told you that she was pregnant, how would you respond?
- "O.O how the fucking hell did that happen!? Youre the virgin mary!"
How old is the last male you texted?
- 22
How would you react if your mother told you that she was pregnant again?
- Its physically impossible for either of them.
Who do you have the most text messages from?
- saved? Tom.
The st time you skipped school, what was the reason?
- Hmmmm... I'd have to say it was the Friday before my wedding....
hen was the last time you visited the doctor?
- ... My 8 week check up after my son was born.
When did you last see or speak to someone you dislike? Why do you dislike this person?
- Mary riley, she messaged me today. Shes a self centered, self righteous, ignorant, selfish bitch... She insist on harassing my sister and those in her life..
Do you know anyone who deserves to be slapped? Why?
- see above
When you listen to music, do you generally sing along, or just listen?
- both
Do you have any of your exes as friends on Facebook?
- yes
Would you have sex with the last person that poked you on Facebook?
- No.
Does more than one person like you?
- I don’t think so. Other than my husband i doubt anyone likes me that way.
Do you ever worry that people might be talking about you behind your back?
- not really... If theyre talking behind my back theyre in a good position to kiss my ass.
Who is the youngest person in your household? When is that person’s birthday?
- My son  and in May.
Has your partner ever accused you of cheating, when you actually didn’t?
- Nope.
Who was your first love? Do you ever miss that person?
- Tom. And only when hes gone.
What is a word that starts with the second to last letter of your name?
- Kangaroo.
Do you like your middle name?
- meh.
What is your favourite insult for someone you don’t like?
- there's a lot.
Would you ever visit a psychic?
- Yes, but only if i know its not one of the scammers
You log into Facebook and see the red ‘1’ notification next to the message icon. Who do you want it to be?
- idk... Most likely Artie.
Let’s say I was going to make you something to eat, what would you like? :)
- ham
And what drink would you like with that?
- dew
Do you know anyone with the same first name as you? Tell me about him/her.
- personally? No, but the girl I was named after us a one hit wonder from the 80s.
If your hair is long, would you ever think about having it cut short? Or, if it’s short, would you like to grow it long?
- It’s long right now and I prefer if like this.
Can you remember the last time you felt emotional? What was the reason?
- about 3-4 weeks ago... I blame the heathen gods
Do you call your partner ‘baby’?
- yep
What if you were told that your life has to stay exactly as it is right now, and nothing will ever change? How would you feel about that?
- I'd be ok with that.... Only things want to change atm is where I live and the amount of money we have coming in.

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Significant Other Survey

How did it all begin?
Well... He was standing next to my cousin Ty in the hall in school, which is where i normally stood. I looked at Ty and asked who he was, Ty introduced us. I said hi, nice to meet you, youre in my spot, and proceeded to push him outta my spot. He picked me up to move me and i kicked... Hitting him in the nuts... After that we flirted but never realised the other was flirting until he kissed me on the cheek and walked away. Since i didnt hit him he slipped his number in my pocket and asked me out that night...
Was t love at first sight?
No, there is no such thing.
How old were you both?
He was 18 i was 17
Where was your first date?
We didn’t really have one, or im not sure what would count as the first date tbh.

When was it official?
It was official November 19th 2008.

The good…

Whats your happiest memory of him?
I have hundreds of happy memories of him…i really can’t pick one.

Whats the sweetest thing he has ever done for you?
its hard to say... Hes done alot of sweet things...

hats your favorite thing to do together?
Just hang out and spend time together... Playing games watching movies spending time with our son.

Who said I love you first?
Me... I let it slip >.<

The bad…

Whats his worst habit?
He tends to rather text/message people than kist spend time with me and our son...

Has he ever hurt you badly?
No, he’s made me upset but never truly hurt me.

Would he ever cheat?
No, and he better never.


Do you trust him?
Yes.

The ugly….

Best facial feature?
His goofy smile

Favorite part of his body?
Arms, I love when he holds me tight and chest... I love laying my head on his chest and hearing his heart beat.

Hair colour?
Brown

What does he smell of?
Axe and himself. I love it


Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head?
Jeans, a t-shirt and boots.


Deep and meaningfull…

Do you think about him constantly when your apart?
Pretty much, he always pops into my head.


How long have you been together?
4 years married 2years.


Is he your best friend as well as your lover?
Pretty much. I have my girl best friends but he is also like a best friend.

On a lighter note…

Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?
Its hard to say


Say something that only you two understand
hmmm... Again hard to say...

Do you have nick names for each other?
just the norm.

Does he make you laugh?
All the time.

Do you wrestle?
hell yea!

Is he tickelish?
no

Are you?
yes


His Favorites…

Food?
Chicken stuff

Drink?
Monster

Past time?
Texting/messaging people, spending time with his family, playing video games.

Band?
Metalica, Ozzy, ICP, Disturbed

Music?
rock


Your things….

Song?
Chasing cars, nothing else matters, far away

DVD?
Hell boy 2 rise of the golden army.... Dont ask...


Place to hang out?
Anywhere.


Lasts…

Time you saw him?
0700.

Kissed him?
0700

Spoke to him?
0700

The last text he sent you?
”Yea i just miss u"


When will you…

See him again?
Tonight

Speak to him again?
Tonight


Have you ever?

Spent the night together?
Yes... We live together...

Celebrated a holiday together?
Yes.

Met his parents?
Yeah.

Made him cry?
No.

Done anything spontaneous together?
Not sure.

Is this love?
For me. Yes.


Monday, December 10, 2012

A Day in the Life of me


1. It’s morning, you’ve just opened your eyes. What are your first thoughts?
- Noooo it cant be morning... What time is it? Can the chunky one go back to sleep for a hour... Please?
2. Who is the first person you meet when you go downstairs? What do they say to you?
- Tom, and if hes working its i love you, see you when i get home.
3. What are you going to have for breakfast?
- hashbrowns... Or left overs.
4. How long does it take you to get ready? Do you spend a lot of time on your hair and make-up?
- About 10 minutes. Brush it and put it up.
5. You’ve just finished breakfast when your phone rings - who is it? What do they want?
- Either my husband or my mum and dad. Probably to talk about when hes getting home. Or if its mum and dad just to catch up.
6. You grab your coat and you’re off out, where are you going?
- Who knows. Taking Tom to work, taking the chunky one to a drs appt, running errans, or picking Tom up depending on the day.
7. How are you getting there? How long will it take?
- Driving... About 20-30 minutes.
8. You get to the bottom of the street when you realise you’ve forgotten something; what is it?
- Smokes, or something I needed to drop off...
9. You decide to listen to your iPod/MP3 player during the journey … so what exactly will you be listening to?
- Usually stick it on shuffle.
10. When you arrive at your destination, who is the first person you see? What do you say to each other?
- depends on where im going...
11. It’s time for lunch, what are you having?
- Hmmm left overs...
12. Okay, you’ve just had lunch, what are you going to do now?
- play with my baby boy...
13. So what are your plans for the rest of the afternoon?
- what ever needs done..
14. It’s time for you to go home now … who is the last person you speak to before you leave? What do you say to them?
-  .. Ive  been home thos whole time..
15. When you get home, who do you find there waiting for you?
- Usually nobody,
16. So what are you going to do now? Are you going to chill out, watch TV, maybe? Or do you have something else planned, like getting ready for a night out?
- I tend to watch t v wait for the hubby. eat some junk.
17. If you’re watching TV, what do you prefer to watch? Which channel? What kind of programmes?
- dvds
18. If you’re going for a night out, where are you going? And who will you be going with?
- The general routine  is poker or our friends house
19. Before you go to bed, you decide to check Facebook, and smile when you realise someone has messaged you. Who is it? What do they want?
- ... Normally i dont smile because its mary. And shes just being an ignorant bitch... Other than that its rachael
20. Does it take you a long time to get to sleep, or do you fall asleep straight away? And what’s the last thing you think about before going to sleep?
- It takes me ages if I manage to sleep at all. And who who knows.

Psychology Survey... that was interesting...



Rules are as follows: As soon as you read a question, write the answer right away. Read the following questions, imagining the scenes in your mind, and write down the FIRST thing that you visualize. Do NOT think about the questions excessively.

1. You are walking in the woods. Who are you walking with?
Tom
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
crow.
3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
Watches us and follows us. I talk to/about it as I notice it.
4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your Dream House. Describe its size.
fairly large but homey big yard.
5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Nope.
6. You enter the house. You walk to the dining area and see the dining table. Describe what you see on AND around the table.
Large wooden table, books, laptops on the counters around it. Someone must've been doing home work. Dinners now set up on the table, flowers in the center with candles... Roses wild flowers that grow around our home..  Five chairs around the table, some one, im assuming Raven, is coming from the kitchen with what smells like a roast in her hands... The boys must be washing up...
7. You exit the house through the back door. Lying in the grass is a cup. What material is the cup made of?
Metal... Almost like a goblet.
8. What do you do with the cup?
Pick it up and carry it with us... It has what appears to be wine it in...
9. You walk to the edge of the property, where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What type of body of water is is it?
An ocean of perfect blue water like you see in the movies.
10. How will you cross the water?
swim....

Results Below
Results:
This has been a relational psychology test. The answers given to the questions have been shown to have a relevance to values and ideals that we hold in our personal lives. The analysis follows:'

1. The person who you are walking with is the most important person in your life.
2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems.
3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems. (passive/aggressive)
4. The size of your dream house is representative of the size of your ambition to resolve your problems.
5. No fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not to drop by unannounced.
6. If your answer did not include food, people, or flowers, then you are generally unhappy.
7. The durability of the material with which the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship with the person named in number 1. For example, styrafoam, plastic, and paper are all disposable, styrofoam, paper and glass are not durable, and metal and plastic are durable.
8. Your disposition of the cup is representative of your attitude towards the person in number 1.
9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your desire for love.
10. How wet you get in crossing the water is indicative of the relative importance of your love life.

meow.... thank you sissy for helping my bordem! lol



What’s your boy/girlfriends name? Tom... And its husband.
How did you guys meet? High school
Who asked who out? He asked me out.
Were either of you rebounding from another relationship? Not really. although the bitch he was dating dumped him not but a few weeks earlier.
How long before your 1st kiss? Hmmm... I think it was just a few days.
Who initiated the 1st kiss? Him.
Do you celebrate monthly anniversaries or just yearly? monthly at first. Now yearly.
What was the last anniversary you celebrated? Our 4 year
What did you guys get eachother? Nothing.
What is your partner’s best physical trait? His eyes or his smile.
What is the nicest thing he/she has done for you? There's a list.. .
Do your parents like your partner? Yeah they do.
Do your partner’s parents like you? At least his dad does... His mom is ify right now.
Does your partner call you by any nicknames or pet names? If so, what? yes, just the normal things sweetie, baby, pumpkin (that's my fav from him... Or one of them) the normal.
Do you two have any inside jokes? not that I can think of.
Have you ever gone in public with matching outfits? no
Do you have the same hobbies and interests? Yea, we both love knives/swords/weapons games...  There's alot.
What do you actually have in common? yea alot .
Do you share the same friends? yes.
What is your partners birthday? February 21
What is their zodiac sign? pices
What does their sign say about their personality? Not sure.
Do you read your couples horoscope? no
Do you even believe in that stuff? sometimes
Ever been given a promise ring? If so, what were you promising? Does an engament ring and wedding ring count?
When did you last give or receive flowers? its been a few months....
How many teddy bears do you own? From him? 3-4
What is your favorite type of chocolate? Milk.
How do you feel about Valentines Day? it ok.
Were you dating your partner last Valentines Day? Yes.
Are you in love with him/her? Yes.
Define Love: It’s hard to define, its just a strong emotion, you know when you feel it.
If you’re in love, how soon did you tell your partner? ummm... I let it slip like a week or two after we were dating...
Can you see yourself marrying them? already am.
Do you think you are too young to get married? nope.
Anything you want to accomplish before you get married? ....
Would you consider eloping? No.
Would you like to pick out your ring or be surprised? Surprised.
Would you like your partner to ask your father or family’s blessing? he did ^.^.
Who would you like to walk you down the aisle? Dad i
If you had a destination wedding where would it be? it was at the senior center in monroe.
Do you already know who you would ask to be in your bridal party? my brother ty and my nieces.

past lives

Ok, here's a lil insight to my beliefs... Can't call them religious beliefs because I dont have a set religion. But any who, I believe in past lives, I believe you're reborn again and again until you learn a certain lesson, from there, who knows.... Ya know? I believe my sisters and mine was to stay sisters... No matter what? Ya know? Or at least that was one of our
lessons. I'm sure another was something with our boys... Like im sure in past life Tom joined the military and my dumbass left him, ya know? Hers was to see what's truly in front of her... In another life she probably chased someone like her ex, if not her ex himself, and totally missed out on her boyfriend now... May also be where her fear of being/dieing alone comes from. Ya know?

 I mean look how quickly we connected in school, and how quickly we connected with our boys and her with her ex, its obvious we've known each other longer than we really have you know? I think one of my mistakes may have been not listening to my heart in a past life when it came to tom... She may have also just given up after ex in a past life.... Was also thinking hers may have something to do with her career... Shes always wanted to please and/or help others, so i think in a past life she did what ever made everyone else happy, but not what made her happy....

Im sure there'll be more on this matter latter but that's it for now. Lol

My A to Z

1. A is for age: 21
2. B is for beer of choice: none
3. C is for career right now: Stay at home mom/house wife
4. D is for your dog's name? Akasha
5. E is for essential item you use everyday: Mobile Phone
6. F is for favorite TV show at the moment: Macgyver
7. G is for favorite game: Last night on earth, Walking dead, left for dead 2
8. H is for Home town: Monroe Mi
9. I is for instruments you play: Cello
10. J is for favorite juice: Sunny D
11. K is for whose butt you'd like to kick: Dave
12. L is for last place you ate: KFC
13. M is for marriage: Happily
14. N is for your full name: Martika Lynn Perkins
15. O is for overnight hospital stays: Longest stay? 10 days x.x how many ive had? Ummm.... 4-5
16. P is for people you were with today: Tom and Tommy
17. Q is for quote:  What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction. –---- Chuck Palahniuk (Choke)
18. R is for Biggest Regret: Ummm... Idk..
S is for status: Married
20. T is for time you woke up today: 0930
21. U is for underwear you have on now: White
22. V is for vegetable you love: tomatoes
23. W is for worst habit: My temper/emotions.
24. X is for x-rays you've had: 3-4.... I think...
25. Y is for yummy food you ate today: Rice
26. Z is for zodiac sign: Libra

Saturday, December 8, 2012

If you won the lottery, what's the 1st thing you would buy?
buy? Probably a house....

What if you found out you were adopted? idk

What would you do if you walked into your house only to find your boyfriend and your mother making out?
smack the fuck outta them both.

What if a stranger told your your partner was cheating on you?
Completely heartbroken, smack him, punch him, scream, yell, cry... But i trust my husband and know hed never do that to me

If you could adopt one personality trait from someone, who and what?
Idk...

What would you want to experience if you found out you were dying?
Theres alot

What if you or your partner found out they were pregnant tomorrow?
be a lil worried, i mean our son is only 6 months old...

What if you found out your BFF was sleeping with your partner?
Artie would never do that to me. And neither would Tom. But if it did, it would not end well... For either of them.

If you could have avoided living one year of your past, which one and why?
Idk.... Its hard to say....

What if your dog crapped on your bed?
There would no longer be a dog....

What if you saw that George W Bush had fallen in a well in your back yard?
*blank stare* Wtf is going on? And why is there a well in my backyard?

What would a person have to do to let you know WITHOUT telling you, that they didn't like you?
Not make an effort... Which is why i dont talk to many people.

What if you found out your partner had a sex change?
... My husband enjoys sex too much for that  XD

If you were to drown in a liquid, other than water, what would it be?
hmmm jack...

If you could start a charity, what kind would you start?
One to help with Veterans, military familys, ms patients/familys, or cancer patients and their families....

What if soda was illegal, would you still drink it?
Emm, hell yes... like bubbly deliciousness of soda way too much... no one is gonna take that away from me.

What if you could only have one friend, who would it be?
..... Thats a tough one.... Does my husband count as family or a friend? If friend, then, sorry Artie, but tom. Hes the love of my life... If he counts as family, the Artie... Though she's my sister, so Idk... Don't really have many friends tbh...

If the world ended tomorrow, do you think you will go to heaven?
Nope. I know I wouldn't lol.

If you were paid 100 million dollars to sleep with an HIV positive person, would you?
Only with loads and loads of latex to prevent contact... wouldn't feel much, but it still counts as sex right? Right... where's my 100 million?

If you knew you couldn't get caught, would you rob a bank?
Yep, yep...

If you could have a super power, what one would you choose?
the power to heal, I know not a huge and glorious choice for a super power. But I'd want to be able to heal people more than anything. Or the power if the elments..  Like the avitar...

If you had to move out of the country you're in, what country would you move to?
Idk... Some where in the uk.

If u could be forgiven for one thing in your life, what would you choose?
Emm, in all honesty I can' think of a single thing that I want to be forgiven for.

If you were to die in a public place, exactly what spot would you choose?
....ummm... No clue...

If you had to have one song stuck in your head forever, what song would you choose?
chasing cars.

If you had to die in one of history's disasters, which one would you pick?
no clue..

If you could take revenge on any one you know, who, why, how?
dont get me started ...

If you could have someone else's thoughts though your own body, who, why?
toms.

If you could choose how you die, how would it happen?
Emm... during sex... O. e

If you could instantly play an instrument you never played, which one?
guitar

If you could solve one unsolved crime, which one would you solve?
Emmm,  the JFK assassination.

If you could discover one medical cure, what would it be
ms, or cancer

If you could undo one lie in your life, what would it be, and why?
I honestly can't think of one....

If you were given a race horse, what would you name it?
Umm... Hmmm... Forbidden?

If you could sing one song, beautifully and perfectly, what one?
chasing cars.

If you could warn yourself in the past, about something, what would it be?
Would warn myself about  a few "friends"

If you could eliminate one word from english vocab, what would it be?
"Whatever" ... such an ugly and dismissing word. Should be done away with for good.

If you had inverted nipples, would you get surgery to correct it?
Uh.. yes....

If you lost all your hair, would you wear wigs or embrace your new look?
probably both

What if your best friend of the same sex proposed marriage to you?
... Im married.

What if you could literally be a virgin again, would you want to?
no.

If given five dollars to spend in a dollar store, what would you buy?
Energy drinks. xD

If you could fly, would it be with wings, a cape, fairy dust...ect.?
wings

If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Kfc or subway

If you could take back one thing you said recently, what would it be?
none that i can think of

If you had to change your full name, what would it be?
sage rose


If you could get rid of a fear, which would it be?
... Idk... Probably the fear im not good enough for tom...

If forced to make out with an animal, what animal do you choose?
Eh.. the fuck kinda question is that? Let's go with dolphin...

If you could choose your age of death, what would that age be?
101

If your body odour was a food scent, what food would you want to smell like?
... Ummm... Idk... Beer?

If you had your own line of something, what would it be?
does a bakery with my twin count?

If you were a crayon color, which would you be?
Uh... black

If in a circus, who would you be in the show?
Emm, probably one of those scantily dressed women on horseback xD

If your life could have the same outcomes as a movie, what movie?
Pick a Romantic Comedy with that typical cliche happy ending.... yeah I want that.

If you could re-live one year of your life so far, what year would it be?
Probably 2012

If something were to be named after you, what would you want it to be?
A star, so that when I'm gone my loved ones can look up and see "me" and feel like I'm watching over them.

If you could change one thing about today, what would it be?
My husband being at work.

If you were given a year supply of something, what would it be?
monster, or diapers.... Or gas.

If you were given a prop from a movie, what movie would it be?
Wolverines claws from xmen...

What if a friend asked you to go with her to get an abortion?
Though I personally am against abortion, if it was truly what they wanted then I'd go with them and support them.

What if you caught one of your parents cheating on the other?
..... -cassually skips question-

What if you found out you and your partner were blood related?
That would be terrible...

303 Qs.... dear lord xD

1.What time is it? 0939

Personal

2.Do you want to answer these? Sure, why not

3.Name? Martika Perkins

4.Name spelled backwards? Snikrep Akitram

5.What is your quest? To find the lost city of Atlantis

6.Nickname? Marti, Llama

7.Age? 21

8.Hometown? monroe mi

9.What were you born in? Emm, in a hospital...

10.Where do you live now? In an aparment...

11.What state/county? Virginia

12.Ever going to move? Yep

13.Would you rather live somewhere else? Any where my husband is.

14.Birthdate? September 26, 1991

15.When do you blow out your candles? Make a wish...

16.Day you were born? the 26th day of september.

17.Zodiac sign? Libra

18.Do you know what that is? Yep

19.Sex? Not with you sorry.

20.Height? Like 5ft 5 in or so

21.Weight? 129 lbs.

22.Eye color? Hazel.

23.Hair color? Naturally brown. Its curently red.

24.Any siblings? 2

25.Names and ages? Michael (30) and Maxwell (3)

26.Do you get along with them? Most of the time

27.Any pets?  none.

28.Names? ....

29.Parents? Yep

30.Names?Betty and Joe, And Tina abd Roy...

31.Do you get along with them? Dependanon the day.

32.Married or divorced? -looks to above answer- what do you think?

33.How long? 12 and 11 i think...

34.Website? Stalker.

35.Email? Stalker

36.AOL s/n? AOL.....hahahahaha

37.Yahoo s/n? Why do you want to know?

38.ICQ? Huh....?

39.MSN? dont have one.

40.How many people are on your buddy list? Idk..

41.Phone number? Ask....

42.Personality? Quiet, random (or special as some people call it), goofy, cynical, stubborn

School

43. Do you want to answer these? Sure....

44.What school did you go to? In order: Ottawa river elementary, Toledo School for the Arts, Orchard High school, Monroe community college.

45.What year are you? ... Im no longer in school.

46.What are you? Emm, human.....

47.hardest class? Umm.... Idr. Dance?

48.Easiest class? almost all...

49.Most fun class? Business

50.What day did school start? Uh, usually on Monday....

51.Did you have classes with friends? Yes..

52.Do you have friends? ........Yes...

53.Did you go to school events? I was usually in the school events. woot for orchestra xD

54.What was the last event you went to? um.. Idr...

55.Do you have school spirit? Pfft... no

56.Do you go to dances? At tsa I did.

57.Who was your high school sweetheart? Tom <3

Relationships

58. Do you want to answer these? Stop asking m e if I wan to answer these.... obviously I do because I chose to do the damn survey.

59.Have a significant other? Yesh :3

60.What is their name? Tom

61.How old are they? 22

62.How long have you been going out? 4 years, married 2

63.Have you been faithful? Of course

64.Do you have a crush? Yes

65.Who? tom

66.Do they know you like them? I would hope by now he knows xP

67.You ever going to tell them? Kinda did when I agreed to go out with him xD

68.Do you have an online crush? Nope.

69.Who? ...

In the Past 24 Hours Have You?

70. Do you wonder why I’m asking these questions? Cause you're as bored as i am? O.o

71.Had a serious talk? Nope

72. Hugged someone? Yep

73.Fought with a friend? Nope

74.Cried? Nope

75.Laughed? Yes

76.Made someone laugh? Yes

77.Bought something? Yes.. Taco bell.

78.Cut your hair? Nope

79.Felt stupid? Yep

80.Talked to someone you love? Yes x3

81.Missed someone? Yes Q.Q

Have-you-ever ?

82. You want me to tell you?....

83.Smoked? Yes, quite a few times

84.Stolen something? Yesh...

85.Done drugs? Yes, only pot tho

86.Drank? Yes

87.Gotten drunk? Yes

88.Eaten an entire box of Oreos? Yes....

89.Been dumped? Yes, countless times.

90.Had someone be unfaithful to you? Not that i know of.

91.Hiked up a mountain?nope

92. Stayed home on Saturday night, just because? Quite alot o.o

93.Been in love? Yep

94.Seen the White House? Nope

95.Seen the Eiffel Tower? Nope

96.Try smoking? Yes

97.Played monopoly? Who hasnt?

98.Seen Titanic? Yes...

99.Kissed someone? Yep

100.Tried a weight loss program? Nope

101.Jumped on a trampoline? Yes

102.Colored in a coloring book (and had fun)? Yeah, when I was younger...

103.Had a bubble bath? Love them so much

104.Been on a plane? Several times

105.Been on a boat? Yup

106.Been on a train? Omce i think.

107.Been in a car accident? Nope

108.Ridden an elephant? Uh, no

109.Made a web page? For a business project....

110.Played with Barbies? I'm a girl who grew up in the 90s .... what do you think?

111.Stay up all night? A very common thing for me

112.Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? Kinda the only way my room looks clean anymore xD

113.Called a psychic or sex hotline? Nope, neither

114.Watched Jerry Springer? When i was younger.

115.Gotten in trouble for talking in class? Yes

116.Been afraid of the dark? When i was younger.

117.Been in the hospital (not visiting)? Too many times lol

118.Had stitches? Once

119.Dumped someone and regretted it? Nope

120.Gone out with more than one person at a time? No

121.Lied? Who hasn't...?

122.Been arrested? Nope

123.Fallen asleep in class? Yeo, teacher was going to let me sleep through my next class to but my damn cuz had to wake ne up v.v

124.Gotten in trouble in class? So many times xD

125.Used food for something other than to eat? Emm... no

126.Met a celebrity? Not that i know of...

127.Broken the law? A few times

128.Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? Mhm...

129.Hated yourself? Alot

130.Been broken hearted? Mhm

131.Broken someone’s heart? Unfortunately, yes

132.Are you a virgin? No

133.Done something really stupid? Pfft, many many times

134.Been arrested? You asked that already.... and no

135.Hurt a friend? Emotionally - Few times. Physically - ... Thats what they get for tickling me...

136.Broken a bone? Nope

137.Ever had a crush on a teacher? Yep .////.

Favorites

138. Why do you want to know? Youre the one asking the questions! Not me!

139.Guy name? Thomas, jeremy, draco

140.Girl name? Raven, rose.

141.Nationality? None.

142.Color? Balck and red.

143.Holiday? Halloween or Christmas

144.Day of the week? Any day my husband has off.

145.Restaurant? Ruby tuesdays.

146.Fastfood restaurant? KFC

147.Food? Emm... chocolate in general.

148.Animal? Tigers, lions, squirells.

149.Pet? Too many.

150.Store? Under ground asylum

151.Mall? No favourite...

152.Clothes brand? Tripp, lip service

153.Soda? Mountian dew.

154.Alcohol? Captain Morgan's Spiced, jack, or wine coolers.

155.Instrument? Cello, violin, guitar, bass

156.Season? Spring.

157.Number? 27, 29

158.Radio station? Don't really have one

159.Song? too many

160.Sport? soccer and football

161.Vacation spot? Dont have one

162.State? Dont have one

163.Country? Scotland, ireland, england... How about the uk, does that count?

164.Flower? Rose

165.Perfume? fire and ice.

166.Thing to do? Cuddle up with the guy I love. Spend time with my friends and family.

167.Actor? Morgan Freeman, johnny depp, nicholas cage, brandon lee

168.Actress? None really

169.Saying? "Victims, arent we all"

170.Car? Dodge

171.Month? March, may, and october

172.Cartoon? Pokemon, dbz, nartuto shipuden

173.T.V.Show? House, Macgyver

174.Website? Facebook i guess.

175.Book? Too many.

176.Quality about yourself?.... Idk...

177.Your best friend? Artie tom austin ty

178.Your best guy friend? see above

179.Your best girl friend? Artie

180.Fruit? Apples or strawberries

181.Vegetable? Tomatoes xD

182.Meat? Beef/ham

183.Quote? "All that we see or seem, is but a dream within a dream" -Edgar Allan Poe

184.Saying? Dreams are only thoughts you didn't have time to think about during the day.

185.Type of movie? Action/horror

186.Candy? ....Chocolate... xD

187.Language? English...

188.Magazine? Cosmo

189.CD? Too many.

190.Store? Didnt you ask this already?

191.Movie? So many...

192.Day of the week? You asked this too already...

193.Singer? Too many

194.Band? Too many.

Misc.

195.Why are you so curious? Wtf is up with these retarded first questions?

196.Like to swim? Love it :P

197.Like to dance? Yep but suck at it.

198.Have a pool? Nope

199.Have a car? Yep

200.Going to get a car? see above

201.Your motto? I don't think I have one... and if I do... someone needs to tell me what it is...

202.What do you look for in a friend?  Someone who's fun, caring and there for me and can handle my goofiness

203.What do you look for in the opposite sex? My husband.

204.Time you get up? Between 0800-0900

205.Time you go to bed? Usually aim for 23:00, but generally fail

206.What color are the sheets on your bed? Red white wbd black

207.How many pillows? Three

208.Ever skip school? A few times... But with good reason

209.Have you ever been convicted of a crime? Nope

210.What did you eat for dinner? Taco bell

211.What are you wearing? Shirt and jeans.

212.What movie makes you cry? ....

213.What book makes you cry? Hp6-7...

214.What song makes you cry? Holes is the floor of heaven. My girl Sunday. My little girl- Tim McGraw. That's my job. Chasing cars-snow patrol. Far away- nickleback. Just a dream- Tyler swift (I think) and Butterfly Kisses- Bob Carlisle

215.What/Who makes you laugh so hard you cry? Um... no one specifically

216.What is your favourite possession? My rings or necklaces ^^

217.What physical, tangible possession do you want most? tom... And money.

218.How badly do you want it? You have no idea...

219.Have you ever seen The Exorcist? Yep...

220.How long did it take you to understand why that question is here? Didn't think about it

221.Does Christmas music played too far away from Christmas annoy you? Yep.

222.How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? Idk...

223.What was the best Halloween costume you ever had? Have yet to have a best... but magenta and the sailor girl are the favs so far.

224.What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? Lol, none

225.What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? Pfft, none

226.There are currently no federal holidays during August-what should be put there? Umm.. I don't know

227.How good is your short-term memory? Meh, so so.

228.How good is your short-term memory? Ha ha.. very funny, I see what you're doing

229.(Not very good I see, I repeated that question, did you notice?) Yes!

230.How good is your long-term memory? Not so bad...

231.What is your earliest memory? Idk... Probably my mom and dad fighting..

232.What is your happiest memory (other than receiving this survey)? 3\27/10 and 5/28-29/12

233.What is your strangest memory? too many to say. Lol

234.What is your worst memory? I... don't wanna talk about it. v.v

235.What song, movie, etc. Emmm, a question here would be nice...

236.What song, movie, etc. Again... where is the question?

237.What size are your feet? 6-7

238.If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? Uh... Flattered, ans with my luck creeped out...

239.Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going “blind”? Getting to know someone.

240.Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? yes

241.Have you ever wished it was more “socially acceptable” for a girl to ask a guy out? Yesh

242.What’s your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? Wrong. I couldn't do it, there has to be an emotional connection not just a physical.

243.Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Nope, need a mix of both physical and emotional attraction. The whole "looks aren't important" is a load of crap.

244.Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? Emm, no. Ok, one for sure does. But other than that, no one ever finds me good-looking.

245.Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? Lasting commitment is more important to me... so yesh.

246.Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? Yep. I'm immature that way. ^.^

247.Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? Nope, completely honest. xD

248.Do you actually know your Social Security Number? Nope

249.Do you actually know your IP address? Nope

250.Do you know what an IP address is? Nope

251.Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? What?

252.Ever think there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? Not really...

253.Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity,imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? yep

254.What do you think of pi, you know, 3.14152967 etc..? Uh, there is no zero in the first 31 digits of Pi

255.Do you have a driver’s license? Yes, as a matter of fact I do.

256.Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? No

257.What celebrity’s autograph do you want most? Too many.

258.Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? Nope

259.If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? Err....No idea

260.Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can’t remember who they are? Yep

261.If you could enter any celebrity’s mind like in “Being John Malkovich”, whose would you enter? Idk.

262.Do you want to be John Malkovich? Nope

263.Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? Yes

264.What do you love most about the other gender? Arms.. Eyes, chest

265.What do you dislike most about the other gender? Emmm.. lack of emotion I guess... Common sence.

266.What do you understand least about the other gender? Their fascination with boobs xD

267.Mac or PC? Dont matter.

268.How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer or is it only as long as it works? Im computer illiterate.

269.Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? Sometimes

270.Do you find you’re different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? Yep, way more confident and less shy/ quiet.

271.Have you ever bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? Never bid on ebay.

272.If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? Zacharia

273.Would you name a child of yours after you? Probably not...

274.If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? Hmm....no idea

275.What’s the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? My first name... been called Martina, marticka,

.f you re to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? Nope, I love my last name xD

277.Like to give hugs? Very much so

278.Like to walk in the rain? If it's not FREEZING cold

279.Sleep with or without clothes on? Without.. ;)

280.Prefer black or blue pens? Black....

281.Dress up on Halloween? Yesh

282.Sleep on your side, tummy or back? All xD

283.Think you’re attractive? Nope

284.Want to marry? Already am.

285.Have a goldfish? No

286.Ever have the falling dream? A lot actually

287.Have stuffed animals? Yes, i love them.

288.Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Prefer my own views.

289.Do you think God has a gender? Yes.

290.Do you think science counteracts religion? No, I believe they go hand in hand and have crossed/ meet up some where.

291.Do you believe in organized religion? No... blind faith and sheepish followers, not my kinda thing.

292.Where do you think we go when we die? Won't know til we get there

293.How easy is it to make you laugh? Not too easy not too hard... Depends on my mood really

295.Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn’t? Yep

296.Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn’t? Yesh

297.What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? >.> aflack....

298.What do you think is the funniest thing you’ve ever said or written? No idea...

299.Do you ever dance to music when nobody’s watching, when someone’s watching? Both and "dance" xD

300.What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard?.... Theres a list...

301.What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? A few....

302.What song(s) are constantly in your head? It changes day to day, nothing else matters, chasing cars, and vermiline pt2 are normally always there. But there are others too.

303.What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? Idk...

Thursday, December 6, 2012

yay for early morning post!

-Name Four Things That You Wish You Had: Money, job, time, a second car
-Name Four Scents You Love: Axe, dragons breath, fire and ice (its a perfume), and gasoline.
-Four Things You Did Today: Woke up, smoked, got a pop, and got my son up.
-What is your current relationship status? Married.
-What is your sexual orientation? Straight
-What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? Basically those that have the same/ similar to my own...
-What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? Taller than me (not that it takes much), strong arm (have to be if you're gonna cuddle with me xD ), their smile, and their eyes.
-What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? Meh, honestly doesn't mater to me.. but I lean toward grunge or "Goth"
-What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate? I guess the best way to describe it would be scruffy, not too long... not too short.
-What is the usual age range you look at? Usually a tad older than I am
-What traits turn you off? Ãœber cocky-ness ( a lil bit is ok, but going over bored is just.. ick) , lack of self esteem, no sense of humour, lack of confidence.... that enough? O.e
-Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? I got married at 18 what's that tell ya?
-Are you afraid to ask people out on dates? Yeah... I'm kinda shy....
-If you're single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? ..... im married.
-What are the positive points about being single? Loads of freedom... I guess
-What are the negative points about being single? No one to cuddle with or spend time with, no one you know will always be there for you, no one to confront you when you truly need it.
-When single, do you often find yourself longing for companionship? Yep v.v
-How well do you handle rejection? Not very well... never have, and probably never will.
-Do you miss your sweetie? Very much so D:
-Do you think it's better to look for love or let it find you? Little bit of both I guess
-What's the longest relationship you've ever been in? 4 years and still going ^_^;
-The shortest? .... A day....
-Do you think couples should spend a very large amount of time together or space things out a tad? A mixture of both...
-Have you ever found yourself worrying about commitment? Nope
-When involved with a person, do you try to think about the here and now or do you often think of the future? I think about both the here and now... but also the future.
-How do you prefer to handle disagreements? Ideally... sure let's yell and scream our heads off at each other... but there had better be epic make-up sex afterwards. xD But in reality, it's usually just the yelling, then silence, awkward trying to make sure everythings ok for two hours and then some type of make up "Ooo, let's go see a movie, or go to dinner"
-How do you feel when your mate is mad at you and won't tell you why? It bothers the hell out of me. I hate when people are mad/ upset with me and won't tell me why. I'm the kinda person who wants to fix whatever is wrong.
-Do you have a crush right now? Do they know? Well,  it's not a crush anymore. And id hope he does, been with him for four years married two.
-What's the longest period of time you've ever had a crush? A year or two...
-Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush? Hahgahaha no!
-Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? No, can't say that I do.
-Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? Yep x.x poor boy was heartbroken when I got with tom.
-How do you feel about long-distance relationships? Meh, I've seen some work, I've seen some fail...
-Have you ever pined for someone when you're not around them? Yes
-Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? I'd give it a shot, I mean who's to say that it would or wouldn't work out...
-What would you do if you got pregnant while in a relationship? Im married and already have one child.... What's there to worry about?
-Would you get involved with someone if they were previously married? I suppose so
-How big of an issue is religion to your compatibility? In my case not a big deal...
-How big of an issue to you is your mate's ethnicity? *shrugs* Not an issue
-In a potential mate, how important is intelligence to you? Very important
-In a potential mate, how important is a sense of humour to you? Also very important, if you can't handle / match my sense of humour... it'd not gonna go anywhere
-What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? Being told "I love you" and having the other person truly mean it. I'm such a sappy person, it's pathetic. xD
-What part of a person's body do you find most attractive? Smile... and eyes
-what's the first thing you look at when you look at someone you're attracted to? Eyes or smile
-How important are the looks of a mate's face to you? I can't lie and say they're not important at all, bc looks are important, but I tend to lean towards personality
-How important are the looks of a mate's body to you? Meh, same as looks I suppose
-When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? It's usually the other. xD
-Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren't seriously involved with? Once.
-Were you single at the time? Yesh
-What are your ticklish areas? Pretty much anywhere, but only if it's that light feathery tickling. If it's actual tickling... I guess it'd be the normal areas.. sides, feet and inner thighs hips, back of the neck...
-do you most like about making out? It's like cuddling.. only better xP
-Are you a virgin? Pffffttthahahaha -holds up her son- what do you think?
-If not, would you consider your first time to have been a good one? it was great, lil painful, but wouldn't change a thing.
-How old were you when you lost your virginity? .17
-Have you ever had sex with someone you loved? ... all the time.
-Have you ever turned down an offer for sex? Yes
-How much do you think sex changes a relationship? It shouldn't change it.... it should enhance it.
-On a scale from 1 to 10 [10 being the highest] how would you rate your sexual attractiveness?  since no one who reads this is with in distance to smack be 4... 6 on a good day if i dress up...
Do you believe in love? Yes
-Do you believe in love at first sight? ..... Lust....
-Has someone ever told you they loved you? Mhmmm
-Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it? Yep ^///^
-Have you ever told someone you loved them and not meant it? I think just about everyone has....
-Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? Monogamous person... you should be with one person and one person only
-Have you ever been married? Already am.
-How do you feel about marriage? I love being married, we already acted like a married couple so all it did was make it official....
-If you're currently not married, do you foresee yourself ever tying the knot? See above
-Do you plan on having children someday? Already do
-Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes
-Have you ever been dumped? Yes, like every time.
-Have you ever dumped someone? Once
-Have you ever mutually broken up with someone? Nope
-Has a romantic companion ever made you cry? Yes v.v
-Have you ever made a romantic companion cry? I don't think so
-Have you ever had an emotional pain so bad it made you sick or physically hurt? Mhmm
-Have you ever been unfaithful? No.
-Have you ever been cheated on? Not that i know of
-Have you ever learned an important lesson as a result of a break up? At the time it was that guys were too immatuare and just wanted to fuck.
-Have you ever gotten back together with someone after breaking up? No
-Have you ever broken up with someone and remained friends afterward? Attempted... and epic failed
-Have you ever broken up with someone and become bitter enemies? Not bitter enemies, but we can't stand to be around one another anymore....

Tuesday, December 4, 2012


Single or taken? Taken.

 How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? Ummm... Two boyfriends have.... Two people I was going to date or thought about dating have.

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? Yep. And I did ^.^

Are you crushing on someone? Mhmm

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? .. yesh...

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Nope.

Are you happier single or in a relationship? In a relationship by far

Have you ever had your heart broken? Kinda...

Have you ever broken someone's heart? Maybe once...

If you could go back in time and change things, would you? No, as bad as somethings were... I wouldn't want to change the experiences I've had.

Think any of your ex's feel the same? Probably not.

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? ...Yush...

Have you dated people who were not good to you?: No

Have you dated someone younger? Once

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? A second chance, sure.. but repeated chances... no

Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope, tis lust

Ever been given an engagement ring? Yes, it was the 3rd happiest moment im my life

Do you want to get married? Already am.

Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you? Obviously my husband has. I think one or two other people have... Ran for the hills when the one did... I was only like 13-14

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? Yep

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? YESH

Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you? Yep and i laughed at him.

Have u ever flirted with a friends crush? Guilty as charged. xD

Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you? Nope

Would you ever date your best male/female friend? *nods* Yeah. Before i was married i wouldve.

Have any of your exs called you by a nickname after the break up? Mhmm

If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up? Yep

Do you regret any of your relationships? Yep.

Why did you and your last ex break up? He wanted another girl. Started dating her a hour after he broke up with me.

Would you ever lie to get an ex back? No

Have you ever been cheated on? Not that i know of

Have you dated someone older than you? Yep.

Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it? No but my husband has a tattoo for me.

Monday, December 3, 2012

Disney Awesomeness


1. Which Disney Princess film is your favourite? I'd have to say little mermaid... Or Mulan.

2. Which non-Disney Princess Disney Film is your favourite? Alice in Wonderland

3. Which Disney film makes you cry the most? Tarzan. The opening.

4. Which Disney film makes you the happiest? The lion king. And Aladdin

5. Which Disney film has the best music? Aladdin and lion king.

6. Which Disney film has the best love story? Up, Tangled, and The Little Mermaid and aladdin.

Characters
1. Who is your favourite Disney Princess? Ariel,  and jasamine.
2. Who is your favourite Disney Prince? Eric, and aladdin
3. Who is your favourite Disney animal sidekick? Pascal, abu, and rasha
4. Who is your favourite Disney main character animal? Simba
5. Who is your favourite villain?  Scar
6. Which Princess is the prettiest? Ariel or jasamine.
7. Which Prince is the hottest? Aladdin

Music
1. What is your favourite Disney song? "Part of Your World" or "A whole new world"
2. What is your favourite Disney villain song? "Be Prepared"
3. What is your favourite Disney animal song? "can you feel the love tonight"
4. What is your favourite Disney Princess song? "Part of Your World"
5. What is your favourite Disney Prince song? "One Jump Ahead"
6. What is your favourite Disney Prince/Princess duet song? "A Whole New World"
7. What is your favourite Disney love song? "can you feel the love tonight"

This or That
1. Anastasia or Drisella? Anastasia
2. Maleficent or Lady Tremaine? Who?
3. Jack or Gus-Gus? Gus-Gus!
4. Iago, Abu, or Raja? Abu and raja!
5. Magic Carpet or Genie? Both. Lol
6. Flotsum or Jetsum? What?
7. Flounder, Sebastian, or Scuttle? Sebastian.
8. King Triton or the Sultan? Sultan... even though they both are kind of the reason for the plot conflict in their respective movies, the Sultan is just so much more entertaining.
9. Jasmine's Palace or Cinderella's castle? Jasimines palace.
10. Flora, Fauna, or Meriwether? Who?
11. Tod or Copper? Copper
12. Rita or Georgette? Rita!
13. Tito or Frances? Hehe, Tito! "If this is torture, chain me to the waaaall!"
14. Marie, Toulouse, or Berlioz? who?

Kinda a naughty one

What is your favorite sexual position? Doggy style.

How may partners have you slept with?  1

What is your method of birth control? the pill

If you use condoms, what brand? *casually skips question* xD

If on the pill, what brand? Yaz

Besides the obvious, where is the one place your partner could touch you to make you hot? Neck. Biting and kissing -shivers-

What is your sexin' jam? What Evers on tv. XD

Are you a talker, moaner,screamer, or all? Moaner and screamer

Do you like your hair pulled? Love it

Do you like it on top or bottom? Both

Drunk sex....dissapointing? or more fun? I love it! Drunk sex can last for hours! And never sore till the next day XD

If you could choose one celebrity to do the dirty with, who would it be? Hmmm gerad buttler... Or johnny depp.... Or robert downey jr...

If you were paid a gazillion dollars, would you have sexual relations with George W.Bush? Pfft, no.... first off not a real number and second off it's George W. Bush.

Have you ever taken anyone's virginity? Nope

Silk sheets with rose petals or a soft blanket by a roaring fire? Can i have both?

Best outfit you've dressed up in for your partner? My sailor girl dress whites, or my pink (only color they had) fishnet shirt and extremly short skirt.

What could your partner wear to turn you on? Hmm, i love him in anything.

Any embarrassing sex stories you want to share? none are really embarrasing.

If you had to choose a cartoon character to make some lovin' with, who would it be? What an odd Question... Hmmm... Id have to say Alucard...

Have you ever walked in on a parent or sibling doin' the dirty? Kinda.

Have you ever used toys in your love making endeavours? They didnt last long...

How often do you think about sex? All the time XD

How old were you when you lost your virginity? 17

Have you ever had a threesome? Nope

Have you ever had anal sex? Not yet.

Have you ever been to a strip club? Nope

Have you ever worked in a strip club? Nope

Have you ever been involved in an orgy? Nope

Have you ever been called a slut? Oddly enough yes I have.... not sure how that one works out though.

How often do you have sex? Hmmm... At LEAST 3-4 times a week... If the husbands work premits it.

Do you consider yourself a freak in bed? I can be.

Do you like it rough? yep

Do you masturbate? Yep

How often? Not at all lately my toys broke v.v

Are you horny now? when am I not?

-This or That-

 Whips and chains OR Feathers and silk? both... Please?

Whipped Cream and cherries OR Ice cream and chocolate syrup? Hmmm ice cream and chocolate syrup... Don't like cherries.

Kitchen counter OR Shower? I like both... Kitchen is a little better because we don't get to do it there often.

Doggy OR Cowgirl? Both...

Dirty Sanchez OR Rusty Trombone? Da fuck.... niether

Threesome OR An hour of receiving oral? Threesome = not my thing... so the answer would have to be oral.

Watching porn OR Making your own porno? Making

Biting OR Licking? Lil bit of both.... especially on the neck :$

Black Leather OR Pink frilly lacy whatnots?... On me? Leather please. ^^

Rug burn OR Neck hickey? Hickey, though on the neck is gonna lead to much than that.

Fall asleep OR snack after? Fall asleep....

bored


--&gt;
1. Last beverage =  Mountian dew
2. Last phone call =  unknown number
3. Last text message = austin
4. Last song you listened too = Youre gonna miss this - trace adkins.
5. Last time you cried =  friday

HAVE YOU EVER
6. Dated someone twice =  No
7. Been cheated on =  not that i know of
8. Kissed someone & regretted it =  yep
9. Lost someone special =  Of course
10. Been depressed = Yep
11. Been drunk and threw up =  No

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Red
14. Blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend =  Yep
16. Fallen in love =  yep
17. Met someone who changed you =  Yep
18. Found out who your true friends were =  Mhmm
19. Found out someone was talking about you =  Yeah

20. How many kids do you want to have =  3
21. Do you have any pets = none
22. Do you want to change your name? =  Nope
23. What did you do for your last birthday = went out to dinner with my husband
24. What time did you wake up today = 730
25. What were you doing at midnight last night? =  sleeping.
26. Name something you CANNOT wait for = time with my hubby
27. Last time you saw your mother =  About a two months ago
28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? =  toms work schedule
29. What are you listening to right now =  gremlins and my son jabber
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = everyday
31. What's getting on your nerves right now = nothing really other than the fight tom and i got in everyday.
32. Most visited webpage =  Probably Facebook
33. What's your name = martika
34. Nickname =  Marti, Llama
35. Relationship status =  Married
36. Zodiac sign =  Libra
37. Male/Female =  Female
38. Elementary school = Ottowa river.
39. High school = Toledo School for the Arts and Orchard High School
40. College = Monroe community College
41. Hair color = Redish brown.
42. Long or short = Long But not really long.
43. Perfume (current) =  none
44. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yea, im married to him hehehe
45. What do you like about yourself = Physically... My eyes... Maybe... Non-physically, the way im able to help someone through something if need be.
46. Piercings =  2
47. Tattoos = only one for now.
48. Righty or lefty= righty

FIRSTS:
49. First surgery = N/A
50. First piercing = ummm i was a few months old...
51. First best friends =  Idr.
52. First sport you joined = soccer
53. First vacation = i was like 10... Maybe...

RIGHT NOW

54. Eating = N/A
55. Drinking =Mountian dew.
56. I’m about to = cuddle witg my son.
57. Listening to = my son jabber
58. Waiting for =  tom to get home.
59. Want kids? =  already got one but want two more
60. Want to get married? =  already am.
. Career? =  house wife/stay at home mom.

WHICH IS BETTER
62. Lips or eyes = Eyes
62. Hugs or kisses = Hugs, I like being hugged and cuddled, so hugs by far ^^
63. Shorter or taller = Taller
64. Older or younger = Older
65. Romantic or spontaneous = Both
66. Smart or good face =  Both
67. Sensitive or loud =  and again both
68. Hook up or relationship =  Relationship
69. trouble maker or hesitant =  also both


HAVE YOU EVER
70. Kisssed a stranger = Yep
71. Drank hard liquor = Mhmm
72. Lost glasses/contacts = Multiple times
73. Sex on first date = Nope
74. Broken someone's heart = only one persons but it's his own fault.
75. Had your own heart broken = Of course
76. Been arrested = Nope But I have sat in the back of a cop car a few times XD
77. Turned someone down = like once
78. Cried when someone died = Of course
79. Fallen for a friend = YES

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
80. Miracles = Mhmm
81. Love at first sight =  More like lust at first sight….
82. Heaven = Yep
83. Angels =  Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
84. Had more than one girlfriend/boyfriend at a time =  No
85. Did you sing today? =  nope
86. Ever cheated on somebody = No
87. If you could go back in time, how far would you go = Can I just be a time traveller and be done with it? I don’t want to have to pick just one time to go back to.
88. If you could pick a day this year and relive it what would it be =  May 26/27th
89. Are you afraid of falling in love =  already fallen.

Saturday, December 1, 2012

oh people should stop pissing me off.

Ok, so people need to stop pissing me off. First First off you dont call someone a pussy when they won't help you move because they haven't seen there family in a fucking because of work, in which you are doing nothing but taking up air and ducing as soon as you fucking can! It dont work like that. And honestly, they'll probably be stuck at work all fucking next week too not being able to see their family so how does that make them a pussy?

And second part of this rant Is about my sisters ex. The fucker did nothing but play with her heart then acts all hurt and disgusted when she moves on and dates an older man. Well your dumb ass couldn't even act civil towards her sister who was always civil to you! You're nothing but a self centered self righteous ignorant close minded selfish child! You're not a man. By age, yes you are, but you just playing as an adult. If you were truly a man you would suck up what ever issues you have/had with her sister and act like a fucking adult. But no, you refuse to. Obviously shows how little you cared about her. She did nothing but bring you up and all you did was hold her down. She's better off without you and has found a MAN (not a boy) who truly makes her happy. You on the other hand cant truly care about anyone but yourself. You flirt with anything that's female, even when you're in a relationship. You dont have the balls to fucking tell people what you thinking of them to their face. They find out through others. But in your eyes you can do no wrong. According to you its another's fault you're single because hes still friends with your exes. News flash iackass! Its your own damn fault. You say all these sweet lies about how you love someone when you dont. I cant wait for karama to bite you in the ass for all the women you've hurt. You're nothing but a lieing sack of shit! And i dont really care if you read this or not. You dont like me any way for the simple fact id rather spend time with my family then be on the fucking computer all day waiting to hear from you. Unlike you assume, you are not the center of everyone's world. Now why dont you actually try taking blame for your actions and actually mean it instead of the pretty lies you feed yourself and others. You're losing all those who actually care(d) for you and you dont even know it. You'll end up alone and blame everyone but the one who's to truly blame. Yourself!

-takes a deep breath.- I think that'll do for now...

Oh... doing it again.... whoa that sounds soooo dirty! xD


1. What were you doing half an hour ago?

- Waking up, hoping to see my husband

2. Do your grandparents have mobile phones?

- Yeah.

3. What about Facebook - do your grandparents use Facebook?

- nope

4. What do you have planned for tomorrow evening?

- i was hoping to spend time worh my husband but idk now...

5. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Has that person ever been to your house?

- my mum and dad and yes. Twice.

6. What do you mostly use your phone for - calls, texts, or Internet?

- all three.

7. Do you have any text messages from your ex, or have you deleted them all?

- never talk to my ex.

8. much alcohol do you have in your house?

- none.

9. Did you receive a text message today that made you smile? Who was it from and what did it say?

- Yeah, a "good morning beautiful" from my husband

10. Do you know what the person you love/like is doing tonight?

- probably bullshit for work... Like always v.v

11. Were you single over the last summer?

-nope.

12. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

-I've been married for four years... What do you think?

13. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

-I don't know and to be perfectly honest I don't care.

14.Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

-She's utterly gorgeous, inside and out. ^-^

15. Tell me 3 facts about the first person you had a relationship with.

oh shit... Ummm... Hmmm this may take a while...
He was a zooteen
he was my best friend at the times brother.
his name is Jeff

16. Tell me 3 facts about the last person you had a relationship with/the person you’re with now.

Hes in the Navy
Hes married (to me XD)
He goes by Tom.

17. Can you remember the last time you wanted to do something, but you couldn’t? What was the reason?

- today... Because my husbands work takea advantage of him.

18. Does your computer crash a lot?

- meh.

19. The last time you said “thank you” to someone, what was it for? And does it bother you if you do something for someone, and they don’t say thank you?

- to my sissy Rachael for letting vent and being there for me. And depends on what its for

21. What colour are the walls of the room you’re in?

- white.

22. Does it bother you when people talk constantly about themselves and don’t even bother to ask how you are?

- not really

23. Is there a type of job you’d NEVER want to do? Why?

- I dunno.

24. What brand of shampoo do you currently use?

- what evers in my shower.

25. Think about your last ex. Do you still find him/her attractive?

- nope

26. Do you regret kissing the last person you kissed?

- Never

27. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?

- nope

28. If someone were to ask you out right now, would you say yes?

-nope.

29. If someone looked at you right now and said that you were attractive, would you agree?

- I never really see myself as attractive. So, probably wouldn't agree.

30. Name one thing you’ve eaten today that contained sugar.

- mountain dew...

31. If the last person you kissed told you that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?

- yes. Hes my husband.

32. What was the last thing you took medication for?

- headache.

33. Do you think the last person you texted is sexually active? (You don’t have to say who the person is if you don’t want to, just say yes or no.)

- no, shes not.

34. The last person you kissed, tells you that he/she has kissed someone else. What do you do/say?

- be pissed... Probably yell scream slap him and storm out if the house probably punching things... After i calm down ask him why he did it.

35. Can you remember who you had feelings for 24 months ago? Do you still speak to that person?

- yes. And ofc i do!

36. Did the last person you kissed have any of these letters in their name: S, J, D?

- yep

37. At what age do you think someone should be considered a young adult, instead of a child? Why?

- I dunno, young adult is like 16 I guess, even though that’s more teen and I feel like 18 is young adult. Because at 18 you are an adult but still young, hence young adult, so yeah, 18.

38. The last dream you had, was it an interesting one? What was it about? What exactly happened?

- idk. I dont remember it.

39. If someone offered you sex right now, how would you respond?

- yes if its my husband, no if its anyone else.

40. Can you remember the last time you cried in someone’s arms?

- in like october i think...

41. Who was the last person to send you a message on Facebook? Do you think that person cares for you?

-Rachael, ans yesh she does.

42. Do you think the last person you hugged is a virgin?(Again, you don’t have to say who it is, just say yes or no.)

- umm. If i go with my husband, no or we wouldnt have my son... If i go witv my son then yes he is. Hes only 6 months old! Lol

43. Do you think you’ve found the person you want to spend the rest of your life with?

- yep.

44. What is a nickname that people use for you a lot? Do you like this nickname, or does it annoy you?

- Marti, and llama. I like em.

45. What if someone told you that at some point in the future, you will get married to the last person you texted?

- That would be wrong as I’m straight and it was my sissy.

46. Is there something you want to talk about, or something you want to discuss with a certain person, but you feel as though you can’t? Why do you feel like you can’t have that conversation?

- not really.

7. anyone you know ever been on the TV or radio?

- Me! And several other people, and just about anyone who went to TSA. xD

48. Do you ever think about people from your past, and wonder how they turned out, or what they might be doing now?

- meh, only a few

49. Have you ever started off being friends with someone, and then you ended up disliking them, or hating them, for any reason?

- Once or twice.

50. Be honest, what do you want more than anything at this moment in time?

- to have my husband home..

Friday, November 30, 2012

bored x.x


1.Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend? No... Im married.

2.When did your last hug take place? on a naval base when i took tom to work.

3.Are you a jealous person?  I can be, more so than I'd like to be

4.Are you tired right now? Yes

5.Do you chew on your straws? Yes

6.Have you ever been called a tease? A few times. xD

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? Yep

8.Do you cry easily? Depends.

9.What should you be doing right now? Nothing that i know of

10.Are you a heavy sleeper? Kinda depends

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months? I know I can

12.Are you mad at someone right now? Not really

13.Do you believe in love? Ayup

14.What makes you laugh no matter what? .... being tickled.... o.o

15.Who was the last person you talked to? On the phone? Tom. Text? Tom and rachael.

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like? Yeah

17.Will you get married? Already am

18.When was the last time you smiled? Earlier.

19.Does anyone like you? Yep

20.Do you secretly like someone? Nope. Kinda not a secret when you marry them

21.Who was the first person you talked to today? Tom

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Tom and Rachael

23.What are you NOT looking forward to? Alot of things atm...

24.What ARE you looking forward to? Time with tom... If i ever get it.

25.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it? Ayup

26.Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do? Nothing

7.Do you plan on moving out within the next year? Yes.

28.Are you a forgiving person? Depends on how/who was wronged/hurt...

29.How many TRUE friends do you have? Ummm 4... Maybe...

30.Do you fall for people easily? Nope

31.Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? Nope

32.What’s the last thing you put in your mouth? Kfc XD

33.Who was the last person you drove with? Tom

34.How late did you stay up last night and why? 000 i think... and it was so i could spend time with my hubby.

35.If you could move somewhere else, would you? There are several places I loved to move to, but as of right now, I'm content where I am.

36.Who was the last person you took a picture of? Tom

37.Can you live a day without TV? Do it all the time

38.When was the last time you were extremely disappointed? Umm... This whole week...

39.Three names you go by? Marti, llama, and Sage.

40.Are you currently in a relationship? Married

41.What is your all-time favorite romance movie? Moulin Rouge

42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? Meh, I'd like to think so, but it's a farfetched idea.

43.What’s your current problem? Money, not having my husband home .

44.Have you ever had your heart broken? Yep

45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships? Depends... Ive been through boot and navy school with my husband but we knew we would see eachother again soon...

46.How many kids do you want to have? 3.

47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them? Yep


Are they too lazy to write 3 more?? Wtf?!

blah

Do you regret anything you’ve done so far in 2012?

-  not really

In your phone’s contacts, who is the first person stored under the letter ‘T’?

- Tiff

How about the letter ‘H’?

- Holly

How long did it take you to get over the last person you fell for?

- I married him...

Who do you text the most?

- Rachael and Tom

The person you like calls you right now, what’s the first thing you say?

- Hey baby whats up?

Do you like snow?

- Meh, don't hate it... but I could easily live without it

Who was the last person you missed a call from?

- mum

Do you like it when someone runs their fingers through your hair?

- I love it

Would you kiss the last person that texted you?

- >.> i have... Many times...

How long have you known the last person of the opposite sex that you texted?

- 4.5 years

The last time you hung out with close friends, what did you do?

- deffine close.

What type of chocolate did you eat last?

- ummm... I dont remember...

Has the person you like ever seen you without your make-up on?

- every day

Who was the last person to make you blush?

- i dont rememeber

Has the last person you text messaged met your family?

- id hope so since hes my husband.

What was the last thing the person you like said to you?

- "ummmm idk"

Have you forgotten anyone’s birthday recently?

- yep

The last person you kissed, have you met their family?

- again, hes my husband, so yes.

What do you miss most about your childhood?

- Lack of care and purpose and responsibility.

Are you willing to make the first move, if the person you like is too shy?

- yea, but way too shy for it to work.

What do you have in your pockets?

- change and a zipo

How many of your friends do you 100% trust?

- One.. Maybe two.

Where is the person you have feelings for at this moment?

- At work... And idk the next time ill gey ti fucking see him.

Have you lost contact with anyone that you wish you hadn’t?

- only 1

What’s the easiest way that someone can tell if you’re upset?

- I go quiet... Or I cuddle depending on what's wrong....

What was the last magazine you bought?

- ummm... I think it was cosmo...

Has a close friend ever seriously hurt you?

- not that i rememember.

What was the last thing you felt stressed out about?

- currently stressed as we speak... My familys health, my husbands worl schedule...

How did you meet the last person who Facebook messaged you?

- Rachael, h.s.

Has the last person that texted you, ever been to your house?

- once. But im texting two people so only once for one, and the other lives with me.

Why aren’t you texting the person you like?

- I kinda am...

How many people would you say you’ve had strong feelings for?

- Only 2. One never happened and im thankful for that.

Do you listen to your friends if they say a guy or girl isn’t right for you?

- nope.

How many people of the opposite sex have made you cry?

- Depends on the reason.

Did you like what you saw when you looked in the mirror this morning?

- could. Be better... Could be worse

Has anyone pissed you off recently?

- yep.

How many people of the opposite sex have told you they loved you?

- 2

Does the person you like have any celebrity crushes?

- Yeah

What was the first CD you ever owned?

- Fuck... I dont know... Im gonna say kiss...

What subjects do you/did you get the best grades in?

- History, Science and English

What colour are the eyes of the person you have feelings for?

- Brown.

Could you date someone with longer hair than yourself?

- yea.

Do you know any guys who wear make-up or nail varnish?

- yep.

Who was the last person you talked to whose name started with a letter ‘J’?

- Jess

What was the last thing a friend borrowed from you?

- Movies

Are there any ways in which you’re massively different now, compared to when you were younger?

- I have a bigger mouth, and i care less what people think...

What is something you really want right now?

- for my husband to be home...

Yay...Survey!!


1. Is there someone you would like to be with at this moment? Why aren’t you with them?

- Duh, and because hes on duty. I dont get to see him till tomorrow.

If you were going to make a sandwich now, what would you put on it?

- Emm... bacon.... Ham, cheese, tomatoe, and mayo...

3. What’s your relationship with the last person you talked to on the phone?

- Talked to on the phone? She's my mummy... Texted? She's my sister

4. Is there a friend you haven’t seen or spoken to in a while? Why haven’t you seen or spoken to them?

- Yeah, there are many. Moving does that.

5. Do you ignore people when you’re annoyed or upset?

- Yea.. I do...

6. Is there anything worrying you atm? Would you like to talk about it?

- There are many things, money, family health, friends well being.... What is there to talk about?

7. Is there anyone that you know definitely doesn’t like you? Does that bother you?

- Yep, i couldnt care less.

8. Can you remember the last time you felt angry or upset? What was the reason?

- My husbands work schedule.

9. Who were the last three people you talked to before going to bed last night?

- Rachael, Tom, and Betty

10. Are you wearing nail varnish? Is it chipped?

- Nope, and no

11. Tell me about the last conversation you had with a friend of the same sex. Who did you talk to, and what did you talk about?

- It was with Rachael, about family/stress.

12. Now tell me about the last conversation you had with a friend of the opposite sex.

- With a male friend? Hmmm.... -tilts head thinking- i think it was about snow...

13. You’re trying to end a conversation, but the other person doesn’t seem to want to stop talking. What do you do?

- Usually just sit quietly and wait, or if I genuinely need to leave I’d just be like sorry but I have to go.

14. Have you ever told anyone that you wished you’d never met them? Did you mean it?

- No. But if i did, yes i would mean it.

15. Who is the most intelligent person you know?

- I know many intelligent people, I'm not just going to pick one.

16. Would you say your name is a ‘common’ name? Do you know lots of other people with your name?

- pfffttthahahaha! I only know of one person with my name! And thats the woman im named after.

17. Have you ever really liked a song to begin with, but then you listened to it so much that you got bored of it?

- Yeah, I do that often.

18. If a boyfriend/girlfriend was clingy, would that be a problem for you?

- No,  I’m usualy the clingy one it’d be a nice change and at least you know they cared.

19. If you saw your last ex holding hands with someone else, would it bother you?

- Nope

20. Who was the last person you talked to, whose name started with a letter M? Do you know what colour that person’s eyes are?

- Rachael, I believe they're brown...

21. You have a lot on your mind and really need to talk. Who would you go to?

- Rachael, Tom, or Toni. Ussually the first two.

22. Which day did you prefer, yesterday, or today? Why?

- Yesterday. I got to spend a good chunk of time with Tom and our son. And todays a duty day v.v

23. Who is the person that has hurt you the most? How has that person affected you?

- can i go in general and say my family?

4. Have you talked in your sleep before?

- I think so...

25. Is there a letter that occurs in your name more than once?

- A

26. If you could design your perfect partner, what would he/she look like? And what kind of personality would he/she have?

- my husband. XD

27. Think about the first person you had a relationship with. Do you believe that person loved you?

- No, I think he was just in lust with me.

28. Who is the first person who comes to mind that you dislike. Why? How often do you see/speak to that person?

- There's a lot...

29. For numbers 1 to 5, list the names of the last 5 people that texted you. For numbers 6 to 10, list the names of the last 5 people you talked online with.

Tom
Rachael
Angela
Jenni
Tom (my father in law.)
Aggy (Artie)
Rhai (jess)
Loki
Kas
Kenny

30. Who is 8 going out with? What do you think of that person?

- I dont know, and cant say, never met her.

31. Does 5 live within walking distance?

- pfft. No

32. What is 2’s ex called?

- I call him a peice of shit...

33. What is 7’s favourite food?

- Not clue

34. What is 6’s mother called?

- I call her Mum, but her names Becky

35. How many boyfriends/girlfriends has 3 had?

- I have no clue

36. Is 9 attractive?

- Most would say he is, but his personality makes him ugly as hell.

37. What kind of music does 1 listen to?

- lil bit of everything. Hates country though.

38. What colour is 10’s hair?

- brown i think...

39. What is 4’s favourite colour?

- ummm i think purple.

40. Have you ever hugged 3?

- A few times

41. What if 1 told you he/she was going to be a mother/father?

- Ummm... I told HIM he was going to be a father XD

42. Have you ever got drunk with 2?

- No, but i need to XD we get in enough trouble sober I can only imagine drunk XD

43. Is 9 in a relationship?

- Nope

44. What is your earliest memory of 8?

- Rping with him on imvu.

45. What kind of men/women does 6 like?

- sweet, kind, caring...

46. Who has kissed the most people, you or 5?

- I’m going to say 5... Hes older...

47. Briefly describe your relationship with 10.

- umm, were friends, but not great friends...

48. Does 4 have any pets?

- no.

49. How long have you known 7?

- Ummm... A few years... Idk...

50. To finish, say something about each each of them.

Tom- Gods, what do I say about this man? Hes sweet, loving, carring, handsome, just down right amazing. Hes moved away from his family just to be able to give our son and I a good life. I couldn't ask for a better to love me. He is my best friend and one of the few people I would be lost without.

Rachael- oh goddess, what do I say about this woman? She is my best female friend, my sister, my twin. How I went 4 years without talking to her I'll never know. She is one of the most amazing women I know. Beautiful, intelligent, sweet and wears her heart on her sleeve. Any man would be lucky to call her his, and any woman would be lucky to call her a friend.

Angela- she's a nice girl, sweet and manages to put up with my goofy ass. Lol. She's a good friend of mine.

Jenni- this girl is like my second best female friend. (I've only got three the last two are hard to rate against each other. Lol) she's amazing and gives me the girl time I need every so often.

Tom- hes a good man, one of the hardest workers I know, a trait he passed on to his son. I thank him every day for giving me my Tom. Hes also one of the strongest men I know.

Aggy- see above.

Rhai(Jess)- she's a good friend but I dont talk to her often.

Loki- hes a total sweetheart, one of my best friends online. Hes always there when we need him and doesnt judge. He'll always try and cheer you up.

Kas-... Oh may the gods help me, this is going to get me in trouble... This boy is a worthless piece of shit who's self centered, self righteous, selfish, ignorant, close minded and a hypocrite! He'll flirt with anything that is female, and doesn't truly care who he hurts. If you dont give him all your attention you become the bad guy. He doesn't have the balls to tell others the shit he says about them behind their backs. You'll always find out through someone else. Hes not mature enough to even try to be civil for those he "cares" about. Hes too narcissistic to see his own faults.

Kenny- hes a good guy, has 2 kids boy and a girl, from what I've heard hes a good dad. Hes a sweet guy. Wish I talked to him more.